Titilola belongs to the breed of emergent and young female writers in Nigeria. Born in 1974, she graduated in English at the Ogun State University, Ago Iwoye in 1995 and has enrolled for a postgraduate degree in Ibadan. These poems are selected from her very first collection of poetry, SO ALL THE TIME I WAS SITTING ON AN EGG which is unpublished. She is also an author of unpublished short stories. IGLENDORA.. POET DIPLOMATIC LIP SERVICE When you see a couple consumed in a public tiff TJon't bash the one to stroke the other I believe you get my drift. If they ever invite you perhaps to stand as judge Listen well and listen good But make sure your lips don't budge. Because when the clash is over And they're professing love again You look like a busy-body and Lose not two friends but ten. For they'll malign and castrate you Tag you a murderer of happiness With your big mouth and know-all ways You'll be appalled by the nastiness. So if you're ever called upon Perhaps to stand as judge Listen well and listen good Make sure your lips don't budge. THE BEAST (MERCEDES 600 SEL) I am the overweight monster of the road Six hundred thousand pounds of fat Six hundred notable marks of excellence. Overruling dictator of my microscopic subjects Governing the highway in sleek splendour Dominating the fantasies of peasant headlights Dashing the hopes of revolutionary wheels. I establish the affluent in their righteous quest for bigmanism. To the poor, I am the symbol of class immobility. Don't cross my path Lest I crush you to cipher with my big fat alloys. 1 am the beast, Monster of the road. TWO WOMEN TWO BEGINNINGS Two women, Two soulmates Soldered by a common source. Two heart-breaks, Two dream-stakes Riverlets, driven by a similar force. Two angers, Two comforts Busting their mushy fetters to society's flaws. Two caresses, Two kisses A sympathetic cure for phallus-inflicted sores. Two passions, Two spouses Bitten full-faced by unfaithful jaws. Two chances, Two dancers Riding the meadows on a soaring horse. Two rebels, Two pebbles Making a trash heap of their mothers' laws. Two images, Two grimaces Listening in on phone calls through cracks in the doors. Two promises, Two madnesses Fighting the need for thrusts in bedroom wars. Two voices, Two choices Yearning for release from love's clumsy claws. Two goodbyes, Two male friends Two classical, cyclical stories, a pause. Two beginnings. FLABBY TUMS The fold-laden belly is really quite fascinating. Note the advantages of this glorious wonder. More effective than any factory-born dye, It debars you from viewing that intolerable greying pubis. African Quarterly on the Arts Vol. 2/No. 1 GLENDORA Less intricate than the horrowing buckle on your two-colour custom-made belt, It keeps your trousers from sprawling lifeless at your ankles. More manageable than giant metallic wheels, It is proof that you are living and living well. JOSHUA OLUMAYOWA A window. A window with a silver window-sill. A window bejewelled with sapphire flowerpots that hold roses. Rare roses of baby-blue. A window. A window with curtains White nappy-soft curtains. A Hand draws the curtains, and the sun smiles in, making my life beautiful. ETHIOPIAN ROOTS Copper dreadlocks bobbing up and down he strolls, city to city slapping his heels to the Roots Rasta Reggae he hears in his head. He chants to the listening spirits, Jah's emissaries. Sleeps under the candy-seller's stall at the bus stop, Jah's sacred temple. Wears tailored rags, Jah's superior regalia Accumulates choice garbage, Jah's consecrated icons. Rummages through the skips, Jah's high table. Hounds the sane, destructive Unbelievers. SONG OF THE CONFINED i The ballad of the rusty creaking hinges that choruses at the corridor-mouths has got to be a love song. For the tune reminds me of a certain kind of freedom I once dreamt up But it's hard to escape to that classical place when the wardens with their gutter-deep consciences keep disrupting my falsetto African Quarterly on the Arts Vol. 2/No. 1 GLENDORA, as they thrust the metal doors this way and that. II Sell me some more of that brown seedy grass that sends me two octaves higher and eases the pain in the days that swallow the weeks and sour into months. Ill My claustrophobic limbs scat in jazzy harmony so I sweeten the melody with notes of tired sighs for the dreams I'm drawing in musical bars on these deaf prison walls. BE ANYTHING ELSE BUT YOU Maybe I should be more like the sea through raging tantrums and sweep away footprints like they don't mean a thing. Maybe I should be more like a snail and bury myself in a spiral home with room only for me. Maybe I should be more like a lioness tearing apart my prey as it stalks to steal my priceless cubs. Maybe I should be more like the sky sitting majestically on a blue and white unicorn wonderful to behold, sacrilegious to grasp. Maybe I should be more like the spider and build my castles in the crevices of another's palace. Maybe I should be more like a cool breeze dishing out my peace in spurts -kiss and run Maybe I should just be anything else if my being human is running milk in the coconut, its source, mysterious. FROM THE TINGI TINGI HADES CAMP Shirtless ribs press through the cyclops lane to misery bony bare backs of children in neon pants magnify italic memoirs of hunger and homelessness. Twiggy fingers scrape yellow plastic cups for the dregs of palm-full cornmeal Taut brown skin stretches over famined faces reflecting swollen-headed dreams. Gulleyed sockets cocoon dusty pupils recollecting histories for tales, tales that tick in the grains of hourglass tomorrows. Staggering drones tow away the buzzing bodies of the sick and the dead are plunged in the roadside ditches so the earth can muffle the cries of Zaire's lost. FIRING SQUAD Ten brown bottles Standing in a row Each brown bottle Tied up in a pretty bow Occasional guffaw . Lip-deep laughter Flaming tears For the there-after Hearts breaking Grown men shaking 'My life is being taken And it's my making.' Fire...! And all is still. KENULE, EMMANUEL Haunted and hated, Tried and tribunalized, they stole him away to the ports of our courts and hung him out at the gallows to dry. Pipe-borne tears of surrender whet his tired soul, sizzling the flames of vainglorious injustice. And he cried out with his last breath, 'Spirit of Ogoni, forgive them, for they know what they do and do it!' ABOUT LIFE Write a poem about flowers! Of their tender petals bruised by the heavy black boots of a sulking son? Okay, write a poem about birds! Of the snowy dove, half dead, dangling in the claws of a falcon? Alright, write a poem about love! Of sweet expectations shattered? Of infidelity, violence, suicide? Then write a poem about life! I just did. African Quarterly on (he Arts Vol 2/No. 1 GLENDORAr