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WILLY GRAHAM; OR, THE DISOBEDIENT BOY.
M
R
. and M
RS
. G
RAHAM
lived in a beautiful village, on the bank of the
very prettiest lake I ever saw. The water of this lake was as clear as crystal,
and so deep that it was a very rare thing for it to freeze over; but as the
winter of which I am going to tell you was unusually cold, there was more ice
on the lake than had been seen
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there for many
years. There were a great many young men and boys in this village, as there was
a college there and several schools. Willy Graham was the only child left to
his parents out of a family of five, and of course they cherished him with
peculiar care, and his mother was always anxious and uneasy if he was long out
of her sight.
One morning Willy came running in to his mother, wrapped up
in his coat and tippet and mittens, and his warm fur cap on his head, his
handsome face all in a glow; and almost breathless with running, he cried out,
"Oh, mother, will you not let me go down on the ice this morning? The lake is
covered with
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thick ice, for half a mile out, and
the students and all the boys in the village are down there skating and
sliding."
"No, my son," said his mother, "I cannot let you go. I do not
know whether the ice is safe or not, and your father charged me, before he left
home, not to allow you to go on the lake at all. Wait till he comes home, and
he will go with you and show you where there is ice that is safe. There are
plenty of ponds where you can enjoy yourself quite as much as on the lake;
besides, Willy, you know you have no skates yet."
"Oh! but mother, I can
take my sled down, and the big boys often
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take hold
of the little boys' sleds and skate with them, and they go like lightning.
Come, mother, do let me go."
"No, my son
,"
[sic]
I know
your father would not consent to it; so say no more about it. Once for all, I
say you cannot go on the ice, but take your sled and amuse yourself near
home."
I am sorry to say that Willy went away looking very cross and
muttering to himself; but as his mother had never known him to disobey her, she
sat at her sewing perfectly easy about him.
And Willy had no intention of
disobeying his mother when he left the house; but he had some
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very wicked, sinful thoughts in his heart; and he was angry
at his mother, and felt as if she was not so indulgent to him as the parents of
the other boys were to their sons
.
He did not know, and he would
then have been shocked to hear, that some little boys were down on the ice
without the knowledge, and against the express commands of their
parents.
He took his sled and began to ride down a little hill by the
side of his father's house, but he soon grew tired of sliding there alone, and
he wandered outside the gate, and up the street on the bank of the lake, which
was high above the water, dragging his sled after him.
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And here he stood and watched the boys who were skating and
sliding, and as he heard their merry shouts he wished himself among them, and
again he thought it was very hard that he was not allowed to go.
Soon he
came to an easy path leading down to the shore of the lake, and he thought he
would just go down and take a nearer view of their sports. When he got down
there, he stood on the shore so near the ice that he could touch it with his
foot, and he thought to himself, "it looks just as firm as the ground I stand
on, and why might I not as well be there enjoying myself as standing here alone
and looking on."
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Just then a group of boys
came along very near the shore, some on skates and some on sleds, which the
larger boys were drawing after them, and as they came near where Willy was
standing, they called out,
"Come, Willy Graham! why do you not come on
the ice? Oh, it does go so fine."
"Oh, I do not know," answered Willy,
with an air of indifference.
"He is afraid," said one boy.
"No, I
am not afraid," answered Willy.
"Why do you not come then?" said a large,
good-natured boy. "Here, give me hold of your rope, Willy, and we will be over
there at the store-house in no time."
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"No,"
said Willy, putting his hands in his pockets, "I guess I will not go on the ice
this morning." Still afraid of disobeying his mother, and yet disobeying her in
his heart all the time, for he was wishing very much to go.
"I know,
now," said an ugly-looking boy, "what is the matter with him; he is afraid of
his mother. Before I would be afraid of what a woman says!--What do women know
about ice? Is it not just as safe here as where you are? But go home, baby, do;
and tie yourself to mother's apron-strings. Had not some one better carry you,
for you might fall down, and then mother would cry!"
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The boys all set up a shout of laughter at this foolish
attempt at wit, and Willy's feeble resolution gave way before the voice of
ridicule. He reddened up, and stepped boldly on to the ice. And here, in the
excitement of the scene, he soon forgot how very wickedly he was acting; or if
for a moment the thought of his mother crossed his mind, he would drive it away
by saying to himself, "Well, if mother was only here, she would see how
perfectly safe it is."
And here we will leave Willy on the ice, while we
stop for a few minutes and reflect on his conduct, and follow him in his course
of disobedience.
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Willy was blessed with
kind, good parents, who were always willing to indulge him in any innocent
gratification. Indeed, so fond were they of this--their only and darling
boy--that they would deny themselves any pleasure for the sake of his
happiness, and were always laying plans for his amusement. He had been well
instructed in his duty, and had been taught many lessons on the sin of
disobedience. Besides, he knew very well that his parents never refused him any
thing without having just and wise reasons for doing so, and that they always
had his good in view, in every thing they did in regard to him.
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You see Willy's first step in disobedience was taken when
he rebelled in his heart against his mother's commands, and, instead of trying
to see how reasonable they were, he made himself believe they were unjust, and
that his mother was very unkind to him. Then when he walked along the bank of
the lake, he might have known, if he had stopped to reflect, that if he went
down to the shore, the temptation to go on the ice would be stronger, and
harder to resist, than if he remained high on the bank where the other boys
would not perceive him, or if they did, they could not speak to him.
But
he took his second step in
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disobedience when he
descended the hill; and this only prepared the way for the third, for his
resolution was so weakened by yielding so far as it had done, that he could not
resist the laughter of a few wicked boys.
And here I would say to
children, never be afraid to stand up for the right. It is a noble sight to see
a child or a man speak out boldly for the side of truth, in the presence of
those who are trying to cast contempt upon it. You will be respected and loved
the more for it among the good. Yes, and you will be honoured the more even
among the wicked, though they may laugh at you, and try, by ridicule, to draw
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you from the path of duty. Yet those very persons
will take your word and your advice, if you always take your stand on the side
of truth and right, while they will shun the counsel of those who have gone,
hand and hand with them, in sin.
Mrs. Graham sat at her sewing for an
hour or two, never dreaming of her little boy's disobedience, but ever mindful
of his happiness; she was wondering what his father would bring him on his
return home.
At length she began to think it was time for Willy to come
in, and as one half hour after another went by and he did not come, she soon
began to feel uneasy, for it was very
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unusual for
him to stay away from home so long at a time.
Presently the door opened,
and in ran Willy as pale as death, and threw himself on his knees before his
mother. "Oh, mother, dear mother," said he, "I have disobeyed you, I have been
on the ice;" and as he saw the amazed and grieved expression of his mother's
face, and that she was about to speak, he cried, "Do not speak to me, mother,
do not say one word, please, till I tell you all, and then you may punish me
just as severely as you like.
"
Willy then told in a
hasty manner, and without attempting to conceal or excuse any part of his
fault, the whole story of his disobedience.
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"But, oh, dear mother," said he, "you were right about the
ice, as you always are about every thing; and I have seen the most dreadful
sight! Oh, I shall never, never forget it. As we were all sliding about, I
noticed that two of the students went far out beyond the rest, and so far, that
it seemed as if they were skating on the smooth water, the ice was so perfectly
clear; one of them was a kind, pleasant-looking young gentleman who had been
drawing my sled for me part of the time.
"Well, after a while they
started to come in, and I did not notice them any more till I heard--oh, such
dreadful screams! and looking
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at the place where
they had been, one of the young men had disappeared, while the other was
shouting and waving his cap, and the boys in all directions were hurrying to
the spot. The boy who was drawing my sled started and ran there too, dragging
me after him; and when we got near the place, we saw the same young man, who I
told you had been drawing me, struggling in the water and trying to climb up on
the ice. Oh, mother, what a sight it was! The ice about him was very thin, and
as he pressed his hands upon the edge it crumbled away, and none of the young
men could get near enough to take hold of him, for the
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ice was cracking under their feet. Some of them
lay down and threw him one end of their handkerchiefs, and at last he managed
to stand up on the ice; then the boys all gave a great shout, for they thought
he was safe, but he broke through again in a minute, and, mother, I shall never
forget the look of his face as he went down that last time. I suppose he was so
cold and stiff that he could not do much to save himself that time, for he soon
sunk back and went down slowly in the cold water.
"Some of the young men
ran to the shore for assistance, and all the time they were gone we could see
him through the clear ice and
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water, lying there
stiff and cold. One of his friends tried to dive under the ice for him, but the
water was so cold he could not stay in it, and his clothes were frozen stiff on
him as soon as he came out. Some people came out from the shore with a boat and
some grappling-hooks, and they pushed the boat into the water, and soon brought
up the poor young man's body. They took off their over-coats and wrapped him up
in them, and brought him in, and took him into Mr. White's, and the doctors are
there now trying to bring him to life; but he was stone, stone dead, long ago."
And Willy laid his head in his mother's
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lap, and
sobbed as if his heart would break.
His mother laid her hand on his
head, but she did not speak, for her own heart was full, and she thought she
would leave Willy to his own reflections for a while.
At last he raised
his head, and said, "Mother, I think I should have told you how wicked I had
been in disobeying you, even if this had not happened, for I should never have
felt easy till you knew all and had forgiven me."
His mother stooped down
and kissed his forehead, and said, "I do forgive you, my son, because I believe
you are sincerely sorry for your fault. But there is another
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against whom you have sinned, and who has spared your life
in the midst of danger, and while you were breaking one of his commandments,
which tells you to honour and obey your parents. Let us kneel, my son, and pray
to God to forgive you, too." And while they prayed, Willy made the resolution
that, with God's help, he would never behave so wickedly again.
"And now,
mother," said he, "please promise me one thing; do not tell father about this,
when he comes home. Pray, say you will not."
"I am very sorry, Willy,"
his mother began, "that you wish to conceal this from your father."
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"Oh, mother," interrupted Willy. "I did not mean
that. I do not wish to conceal it from father; but I want to tell him all about
it myself; for it almost breaks my heart to have you forgive me so kindly, when
I have been such a very wicked boy."
"I forgive you, my son, because I
thought you were heartily sorry for your sin, and because I thought the
circumstances of it were so impressed upon your mind by the solemn and awful
scene you have witnessed to-day, that you would never forget it."
The
parents of the unfortunate young man who was drowned lived in a town about
twenty miles from
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the place where the accident
happened, and the next morning, at ten o'clock, the college-bell tolled, and
the procession started which was to convey his remains to his distressed
family. The students followed, walking two and two with crape on their arms,
all looking sad and serious; and in this manner, they accompanied the body of
their deceased friend some distance from the village.
Willy stood at the
window, by his mother, and watched the mournful procession as it slowly passed,
and, with the tears streaming down his cheeks, he said, "I can scarcely
believe, mother, that I saw
that
young man so full of
life and health
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on the ice yesterday morning, at
this time."
"And," said his mother, "it is probable that he no more
supposed then that in an hour's time his soul would be in eternity, than you
now anticipate the same sudden end for yourself. Truly, 'in the midst of life
we are in death,' and how foolish are those who put off the day of repentance
to a more 'convenient season;' when they 'know not what a day, or an hour may
bring forth,' for the thread of life is so brittle that it may be snapped
asunder at any moment."
That evening Willy's father came home, and as his
trunks were brought into the house, he said to
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the man who brought them, "Take care of that box! There are some things in it
that I have brought with great care, and if they should be broken my little
Willy here would feel very badly. But what is the matter, my boy? Are you not
well, or not glad to see me, or what is it troubles my son?"
"Oh,
father," said Willy, "I have got something to tell you that will make you feel
very sad. I do not deserve any presents. I deserve only punishment, for I have
been a wicked, disobedient boy."
"This is sad news, my son, but come to
me and let me hear all about it."
Mrs. Graham left the room, and
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Willy told his father the whole story, just as he
had told it to his mother. When he got through, his father said, "I cannot say,
my dear boy, that I am not deeply grieved to hear of your misconduct. And oh! I
shudder to think in what danger my darling boy has been. Think, my son, what if
that young man had gone down to his watery grave while holding the rope of your
sled, and had drawn you with him! What tidings for your poor father to hear, on
his return home, that his little boy had died such a dreadful death; and how
much more severe the trial would have been, if he had been told that it was
while that son was engaged in
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an act of direct
disobedience to the commands of his mother. But I will punish you no more, my
boy; for I think you have suffered enough, but hoping that this will be the
very last act of disobedience of your life, I will forgive it."
"Oh! but
I can never forget these two days, dear father, as long as I live," sobbed
Willy. "It seems as if I should always see before me the face of that poor
young man, and hear those dreadful screams. And whenever I think of them, I
remember how it was that I happened to be there, and I know that if ever, in
the course of my life, I am tempted to disobey you or mother again, I shall
think of that
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dreadful scene. And I shall feel as
if your commands were right and just, even though I may not understand your
reasons."
"You remind me, Willy," said his father, "of an ungrateful man
I once knew. Listen while I tell you his story. He ought to have been a happy
and a grateful man, for he was surrounded with comforts; prospered in all his
worldly undertakings; had an affectionate wife and lovely children, and was one
whom his neighbours envied as having all that heart could wish. But he gave not
God the glory, nor looked to him as the author of his mercies; but day and
night he was busy making plans for acquiring
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more
wealth, and he lay down and rose up without one word of prayer or thanksgiving
to his Maker.
"At last death entered his family and his lovely little
ones were taken from him one by one, until he had followed four of them to the
grave. But his heart rebelled, and was filled with wicked and ungrateful
thoughts, and he said within himself that God was unjust to him, and had no
right to take his children from him.
"Then the Lord laid his hand upon
his wealth, and it seemed to 'take to itself wings and fly away,' and the man
murmured still more, and felt as if he were most cruelly and unjustly treated.
At last God
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saw fit to prostrate him with
distressing sickness, and day and night, for weeks and weeks, he suffered
agonizing pain.
"At length one day, as he was recovering but was still
weak and petulant, he began to remember what he had heard about the story of
Job, and to think that his afflictions were equal to those of that sorely tried
man. And he called for a Bible, and finding the book of Job, he read of his
many and grievous afflictions, and he could not but admit that his own were
light in comparison. And reading on, he was amazed at the man's patience and
submission, when he saw that in the midst of his deepest
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trials he exclaimed, 'Though He slay me, yet will I trust in
him.' He was led at last to humble himself in the dust, and to feel that God
gave his blessings, and that he had a perfect right to take them away, at any
time, and in any manner he saw fit. He mourned over his ingratitude and
rebellion, and felt that he had not suffered half he deserved; and that if all
his other earthly comforts were to be taken from him at a stroke, it would
become him to bow submissively to the hand that smote him.
"It pleased
the Lord to restore him to health, and again to prosper him in his worldly
business, and his wife and one darling son are
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left him; and oh," said Mr. Graham, throwing his arms around Willy, "his
dearest hope is that that son may become a good and useful man; and he would
esteem it the hardest of all his trials, if he should grow up to be wicked and
disobedient."
"Father," said Willy, looking up in his face, "you have
been telling me about yourself!"
"Yes, my son, I have, and I feel towards
my heavenly Father as you said a little while since you felt towards your
earthly parents. I know that whatever he orders for me is just and right,
whether he condescends to show me the reasons for it or not; and that no matter
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how painful the trials he may yet see fit to send
upon me may be, it will be my part to bow in submission, and say, 'It is the
Lord, let him do what seemeth him good.'"
[Illustration : A small
illustration of an angel flying among the clouds, playing a trumpet and holding
a ring of some sort in her left
hand.]